damn

The year started at the back of a train
 Of thought facing the elevator
 In an awkward way
 Everyone drunk off of their faces,
 Just singing our praises
 Wanting in on the magic, say
 Midnight on the second floor counting
 While you were in the corner joking about
 How it would be your last
 How it would be your last
 When we were outside having a smoke
 I heard you asking around hey,
 Could you find me some coke
 Every year is just a little bit darker
 Then the darker gets darker
 Then it's dark as hell
 By now you don't need a good reason
 You climb up the highest of the trees and
 You laughed yourself clean
 Yeah you laughed yourself clean
 Back inside where the party had started
 Eyes shut, feet quick, really feeling ecstatic
 Feelings come then they go some place
 Little high big lows in any case
 A good friend is a good friend, no doubt
 But sometimes a good friend ain't enough to grab ya and
 Pull you out
 Damn the work damn the music
 Damn the fun that's missing
 Damn the drugs damn the friends
 Damn the phone that's ringing
 Damn the night damn the party
 Damn the song that's spinning and
 Trying to lift us up
 But it only drags us down
 The year started at the back of a train
 Of thought facing the elevator
 In an awkward way
 Made a call from the side room
 "Hey ma' can i come home soon?
 I'm lying on the floor in the bathroom"
 I've had it with this place
 We're all going insane
 I've had it with this place
 Well you've been feeling lost now
 Living in the background
 Hanging with a rough crowd
 Thinking of the times you had it all figured out
 Now everyone is passed out
 Blurry on the edge now
 Empty as an effigy waiting to come down
 I've had it with this place
 We're all going insane
 I've had it with this place
 We've all gone insane
 Damn the work damn the music
 Damn the fun that's missing
 Damn the drugs damn the friends
 Damn the phone that's ringing
 Damn the night damn the party
 Damn the song that's spinning
 Damn the room damn the street
 Damn the scene listening
 Damn the home damn the dog
 Damn the planet watching
 Damn the mood damn the people
 Damn the door that's closing
 Damn the time damn the ride
 Damn the drive that's missing
 Damn the home damn the dog
 Damn the life that's winning