2,020 Knives

As a child,
 I cried myself to sleep at
 Night was a brief escape
 No idea why I felt so
 Torn away from the lives around me
 Couldn't understand what they wanted
 From me
 I felt so alone
 This world is all I know
 But it is not my home
 I don't belong in this world
 Is there another way?
 I don't belong in this world
 I tried so hard to stay
 I don't belong in this world
 Can you understand?
 I don't belong in this world
 I don't know what I am
 Secretly,
 I dreamt of a place far away
 Every time that I woke,
 I could feel the hole in me
 And I tried to keep it contained
 Pleading for comfort that would stay
 I woke from a dream
 Of somewhere that made sense
 No words for it
 Just static in my head
 I know
 (Everything burnt blue around me)
 There was
 (Held aloft by voltage coursing)
 Hope
 (Then I knew that there'd been a mistake)
 Some kind
 (I'm not supposed to be here)
 Of home
 (I was laughing when you found me)
 Where is
 (Tore away the veil from something)
 Home?
 (Why do I remember this?)
 This can't be right...
 This can't be right...
 I don't belong in this world
 Is there another way?
 I don't belong in this world
 I tried so hard to stay
 I don't belong in this world
 Can you understand?
 I don't belong in this world
 I don't know what I am
 I don't belong here
 I don't belong
 Let me go
 Let me go
 Let me go
 Let me go
 LET ME GO