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How's it going watchu doing what you up to
 I ain't seen you in days, weeks, months dude
 Tryna know dog I really care about you
 Don't try to sugar coat it I wanna know what's really good
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Had this song planned out for some time now
 I write a verse I scrap a verse just tryna get my lines out
 My head I guess this ain't my thing
 The more I think the less I bring
 To the table I'm stabled inside a box that I made of
 Some rancid thoughts about my goals and whether or not I am able to get them done
 I thought I went into this for the fun
 Flashback to senior year making all those stupid songs
 If you know you know
 Making beats with willy but not using metronomes
 Using type beats hoping that I would blow
 Got help with my bars hitting up rhyme zone
 Never been too good at speaking
 But if they put on a beat I'm eating I'm declaring that it's addy season
 Gotta be honest I need start facing some demons I know I should
 Let me start with this question: am I good?
 How's it going watchu doing what you up to
 I ain't seen you in days, weeks, months dude
 Tryna know dog I really care about you
 Don't try to sugar coat it I wanna know what's really good
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 I'm an artist among artists and the hardest part
 Of that is feeling like I don't deserve to be around them
 Fills my heart up when I see them doing they thing
 But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't using them as a gauge
 For where I'm at go insane comparing stats
 Not the same I know we're not but my brain has set a trap damn
 I look up yall I really fucking do man
 One day imma be as dope as all of you man
 Almost made an EP instead of an album
 O.E. told me to go and take up space and see the outcome
 Y'all my friends first then competition third
 More important that y'all happy than who has the better verse
 But if we're honestly speaking
 and they put on a beat I'm eating I'm declaring that its addy season
 Gotta be honest I need to start demons I know I should
 Let me start with this question: am I good?
 How's it going watchu doing what you up to
 I ain't seen you in days, weeks, months dude
 Tryna know dog I really care about you
 Don't try to sugar coat it I wanna know what's really good
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Is you good homie
 Truth be told I'm scared all the time
 I'm scared cuz I put my life on the line
 Pursuing a dream I fear I'm wasting my time
 I got no money I'm scared my card will decline
 I'm scared of being seen and I'm scared of losing
 I'm scared of disappearing and I'm scared of blooming
 I'm scared I'm not enough it ain't adding up
 I don't brag I'm just tryna get my feelings up
 I'm tryna change tho
 Cut off the locks but I ain't losing my strength hoe
 Empty the box shake hands with some skeletons
 Get acquainted then evict they ass for not paying rent
 Gather all of my stamina and start this journey to betterment
 Quest for new soil this is my mission trip
 I hope I painted picture so vivid that it's glistening
 If you don't see it run it back it's there if you listen in