Balance

Alone in the captivity of my thoughts
 I search what I may have not lost
 Hidden knowledge blown by time
 That would give me hope
 Loneliness does not give only sadness
 Sadness could become a key
 The key to lost innocence
 The way to find the blown rest
 Blind mind led me astray
 The scales fell from my eyes
 And I search for the cause
 Life in memories sidetracks
 The dream became a silent movie
 The dream that used to live wanted to survive
 But I woke up
 Morning haze got into my eyes
 Numbness at down of a new day
 How should I give things their order
 How to find the meaning
 I would give everything for that grains of sand...
 I stand in vacuum waiting
 For arrival
 Slowly, as slow as the water flows
 I look truth in the face
 Reverse the faith
 Wipe off the hatred
 I want to wake up
 I do not want to dream any more
 The creator hands over
 And I add my print
 We have life we deserve
 We perceive it in the same way
 As we think about it
 We predetermine its shape