Schrodinger's Cat

In bedlam I'm caught
 I swear it must be years
 I feel so distraught
 ...A victim of my fears
 My friends all have fallen
 I'm left alone to bear
 In endless repetition
 What makes my mind tear
 There's venom inside me
 There's bodies below me
 This growing unease this
 Dichotomy
 This fire in my head
 The spreading disease
 The chances diminish
 In agony
 The cycle keeps growing
 They're branching the pathways
 Coin is spinning
 Which one am I?/
 Random logic wrought
 This puzzle a rank bier
 Death in my each thought
 ...My fate in every tier
 The darkness is calling
 But there is nothing there
 Save for mocking revision
 I can no longer care
 There's venom inside me
 There's bodies below me
 This growing unease this
 Dichotomy
 This fire in my head
 The spreading disease
 The chances diminish
 In agony
 The cycle keeps growing
 They're branching the pathways
 Coin is spinning
 Which one am I?????
 There's venom inside me
 There's bodies below me
 This growing unease this
 Dichotomy
 This fire in my head
 The spreading disease
 The chances diminish
 In agony
 The cycle keeps growing
 They're branching the pathways
 Coin is spinning
 Which one am I?
 I see them before me
 The dead and the dying
 I want this no more I
 I can't fight!
 The cycle consuming
 The branches have withered
 The coin has stopped now
 I finally die