Hopeless Suicide

Tried to ease the pain I own
 Away to send my grey
 And I tried to hide my tears from you
 To not see me falling again (...white light)
 But the question is here (...I'm falling for you)
 To remain unanswered all
 Hope in this life I had hoped
 Till your chainless soul found me
 All the questions are here
 To remain unanswered all
 All the pain I own
 These promises we forever hold
 Again one by one
 We are vanishing from the wrath of God
 This fear of will
 Leaves a silence of thousand winds
 With the ways I have dreamed
 I don't believe on them anymore
 Thy God trapped me here
 To never find the answers I long for
 All my life will end here
 I cannot stand anymore
 Without your own will
 I have to find my open tomb
 All my life needs to end here
 I cannot stand a minute longer
 Without your own will
 Without permission
 I leave this world
 Hear my pray
 To feel... hear me
 I tried to stay
 I always try