Fractured Soul

As darkness sweeps over me it threatens to extinct
 All hope of remains of the light
 Animus memories bring attrition in lucid dreams
 That tear remnants of the mind
 Time, it circulates endlessly with a pressure that devours the soul
 Is this suffering I'm meant to endure
 In this world all alone
 Fractured yet whole as my mind, spirals out of control
 Condemened to live in this black hole
 Far from any held extol
 Day by day, the struggle continues
 At the breaking point of pain that ensues
 Every moment to a darker instant
 Forming the pessimist inside my exsistance
 I don't believe in fate
 I dont believe in much of anything anymore
 Now that I'm a weathered machine
 I'd give it all, I would give anything for peace
 Can't hide from fate
 I don't have time
 Closing my eye's
 Closer to my demise
 Can't hide from fate
 And I know I don't have time to wait
 When shadows cross my eyes
 I feel closer to my demise
 Time, it circulates endlessly with a pressure that devours the soul
 Is this suffering I'm meant to endure
 In this world all alone
 Fractured yet whole as my mind, spirals out of control
 Condemned to live in this black hole
 Far from any held extol
 Between the present and the past
 Nothing feels pleasant in my hands
 Must find the spark, Illuminate the dark
 Unleashing the solace to prevail my heart
 Haunted by choices I've made, feeling defeat
 Enduring the weight of whats at stake
 Peace of mind, so far behind
 Just out of reach, so close from my reach
 Can't hide from fate
 I don't have time
 Closing my eye's
 Closer to my demise
 Can't hide from fate
 And I know I don't have time to wait
 When shadows cross my eyes
 I feel closer to my demise
 Time, it circulates endlessly with a pressure that devours the soul
 Is this suffering I'm meant to endure
 In this world all alone
 Fractured yet whole, as my mind, spirals out of control
 Condemned to live in this black hole
 Far from any held extol
 Can't hide from fate
 I don't have time
 Closing my eye
 Closer to my demise
 Can't hide from fate
 And I know I don't have time to wait
 When shadows cross my eyes
 I feel closer to my demise