Love Like Lies

I don't dream much anymore,
 'Cos sleep don't come easy for,
 A fool who's failed at everything,
 There's no way that I'm making it through,
 I don't feel myself at all,
 As you rise I slowly fall,
 So I choke and I ache,
 On my own jealously,
 No I'll never be happy for you.
 (Oh no)
 You can't rely on me,
 (I don't know)
 If I can rely on you,
 (I'm no good)
 Don't ever rely on me,
 Just let me rely on you.
 Well I know it's self absorbed,
 But I'd like to be adored,
 I know it's fake but I can't relate,
 To the world in the way that you do,
 I don't see the point at all,
 As my skin begins to crawl,
 So I laugh and I drink so that nobody sees,
 It's a lie that I'm selling to you.
 No love.
 Just lies