Sacrifice

It's just a question of time before I forget
 Who you are and what it was to me
 I can't pretend
 To understand a thing
 What if it all comes back?
 It's not what was expected but
 There's no reason to keep holding on
 I feel contempt
 I feel regret
 And now I see that nothing's changed
 I'm breaking down
 And it's because of you
 I question why I made this sacrifice
 Everything I do is not enough for you
 I wonder
 Why do I feel this way?
 Fighting against air
 Fighting against time
 I don't know where I'm headed anymore
 My blind progression leaves no impression
 Of the life I used to know
 Everything that was familiar is
 Now reduced to a pile of dust
 Memories have aged
 Many lives have changed
 So now it's time for me to do the same