Surface

It's become clear
 That noone knows
 I'm coming apart
 See pride means nothing when youre crawling on the ground
 If only youd see
 For once in your life
 I fall
 Seem to replace a life
 Paralyzed by apathy
 We crawl now
 Can seem to deny
 All the things that destroy me
 Threatened by a common delusion
 A misplaced sense of immunity
 Brought down
 Why such abuse on me?
 Because, you see, I ask for it
 I ask for it
 I don't care
 It doesn't matter
 You won't need it anyway
 I can't feel
 I don't believe it
 It won't numb all the pain
 I don't care
 It doesn't matter
 You won't need it anyway
 I can't feel
 I don't believe it
 This wont take you from your place to die
 I thought
 Things would improve with time
 Pathetic notions from a broken man
 Let go
 Detatch from ties that bind
 Just scatter
 Carry on
 Leave behind
 Your worthless solution try
 To accept what you cannot be
 Why not just give up and waste away?
 At least on the surface everything is fine