Genetic Design For Dying

Dear mother, I am lost and the damage has been done
 I'm in love with my old century fix and this needle can't be wrong
 But I wonder where do we go from here?
 Because we're never coming home
 The sequel to this nightmare lasts forever, forever
 One last goodnight with this painted picture in our minds,
 the voice inside that sings tonight
 So one last goodnight with this painted picture in our minds,
 the voice inside that sings tonight
 I'm not scared at all, so let's walk away
 I'm not scared at all, so now walk away
 Dear mother, now beyond the grave you're the soul that wants me
 Front row with a cigarette, you're the ghost that haunts me
 But I wonder, I'm too fucked up to come home
 I swear this heart was made of stone
 I won't pretend that everything's alright when it's not
 One last goodnight with this painted picture in our minds,
 the voice inside that sings tonight
 So one last goodnight with this painted picture in our minds,
 the voice inside that sings tonight
 I'm not scared at all, so let's walk away
 I'm not scared at all, so now walk away
 Wake me now, drive faster, make me now a disaster
 Take me now, live after and walk away
 Wake me now, drive faster, make me now a disaster
 Take me now, live after and walk away
 Can you design living through hell and back again?
 It's the life that's killing you, walk away
 Can you design living through hell and back again?
 It's the life that's killing you, walk away
 One last goodnight with this painted picture in our minds,
 the voice inside that sings tonight
 So one last goodnight with this painted picture in our minds,
 the voice inside that sings tonight