Absent

They dont wanna see a nigga come up
 They dont wanna see a run the up spot
 Fuck off the cops
 Hop out the whip
 Shoot up the block
 Aint no heaven for the kids with the chalk
 When you run best you talk like you walk
 Fuck what you is
 What is you not?
 Where hat have you been
 What have you got?
 Aint got
 Nothing
 She want kids
 Ready this
 Getting real
 Doing drugs
 Taking pills
 Do or Dont take the deal
 You push coke, that's a no for me
 Wont find love singing Jodeci
 Aint no wonder why she's over me
 Heart turned gutter pray a rosary
 All my niggas see a soul in me
 All these women put a hole in me
 Swear my mother put a soul in me
 Smoke that kush and breathe that ghost in shell
 Anime
 She's too fairy to tell
 If you Lucy i'm a Dragneel
 Lest i kneel she gon raise hell
 Pray hope til you seize wealth
 Echoes in a seashell
 See me and you see help
 Nigga running from a mean belt
 I wonder why our parents slaved
 Still whip their kids
 To instill self
 Hypocrite
 I've been seeking love
 But i sabotage
 When i see
 Turn up on Tuesday
 Party on a Friday
 Turn down on some side cake
 Turn up for the main bake
 Drink draft til i feel great
 Take drags til i curve straight
 Moon cusp on my birthday
 Sunshine
 Go blind i'm a lion
 Strong roar but I'm dying
 Throat hoarse I go silent
 Play horse I go Simon
 So simple my mind is
 My mind get excited
 Take risks for no reason
 No reason for lying
 Sometimes when I go to work and I dream why does it seem
 Sometimes fore' I go to work and I think why do I dream
 Sometimes in my dreams I cannot breathe why do I think
 That i can just be blind to the scene I cannot see
 I hurt
 They're hurt
 What's pain
 Who's worse
 All cons
 No perks
 No songs
 No verse
 Sometimes
 I feel
 It can't
 Get worse
 I know
 If I
 Don't stop
 I'll burst