Trying Not To

Is it just me?
 Or did we
 Do this this the last time
 We said it's the last time
 I'd be lying
 If I said I been
 Moving on like I thought I'd be
 I know it's wrong but it's how I feel
 Already know it's a bad idea
 I should take my own advice
 But I, I still think about you baby
 I wish you didn't feel so right
 I really wanna tell you I don't miss
 And really mean it
 I just can't though
 I want to
 But I'm tryin' not to
 Take back goodbye
 Say I changed my mind
 Been there before but
 I'm tryin' not to
 Call you tonight
 But It's almost like
 I miss you more when I'm tryin' not to
 Yeah I'm tryin' not to
 I don't want to
 But I still want you
 It's so perfect
 It gets on my nerves
 Yeah
 I tried so hard, ain't getting me far
 Pushing away just brings you even closer to me
 Yeah but I still think about you baby
 I wish you didn't feel so right
 I really wanna tell you I don't miss you
 And really mean it
 I just can't though I want to
 But I'm tryin' not to
 Take back goodbye
 Say I changed my mind
 Been there before but
 I'm tryin' not to
 Call you tonight
 But It's almost like
 I miss you more when I'm tryin' not to
 Yeah I'm tryin' not to
 Maybe we could get it right this time
 Yeah, or maybe I'm just lyin' to myself
 To myself
 But I'm tryin' not to
 Yeah I'm tryin' not to
 But I still think about you, baby
 I wish you didn't feel so right
 I really wanna tell you I don't miss you and really mean it
 I just can't though I want to
 But I'm tryin' not to
 Take back goodbye
 Say I changed my mind
 Been there before
 But I'm tryin' not to
 Call you tonight
 But it's almost like
 I miss you more
 When I'm tryin' not to
 Yeah I'm tryin' not to
 I'm tryin' not to
 Yeah I'm tryin' not to