what was the last thing u said

What was the last thing you said?
 It took like over a year to get you out my head
 And now I can't sleep
 Thinking 'bout everything and all the things we did
 And I don't think I miss you
 I don't miss the shit that we been through
 But now I'm stuck with this
 Try not to reminisce or I think I'll start to miss you
 I don't know how to explain it
 A year of racking my brain and I hated it
 It's like I'm holding onto something that you never did
 It's like I'll never have something just like we did
 It's like I'll never hold hands with someone again
 It's like I'll never introduce them to my friends
 I guess it's the end
 Just fucking look at you
 You moved on so fast like, did you want me in the first place?
 I wish you the best but only mean that in the worst way
 Took you only a month to act like everything was okay
 You fell right in love with him like I was just a halfway
 Now I'm all on my own, need someone to talk to
 My friends all abandoned me 'cause they'd rather choose you
 This shit is so draining, need to do something brand new
 I get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
 Like fucking look at you
 I think that you're right, I'm not the person that I used to be
 I can't even hide that fact that this was all because of me
 I made my mistakes, I let my head get straight to jealousy
 All 'cause I thought you'd be the only one I ever see
 But you have to remind me, you have to remind me
 'Cause I know you said something, something with meaning
 It was as I was leaving, I could've been dreaming
 You have to remind me, remind me of one thing
 What was the last thing you said?
 I swear I didn't mean to leave you on read
 But now it's morning, everyone's sleeping
 And I can't decide if I should get out of bed
 Like I don't wanna miss you
 I don't miss the shit that we been through
 But now I'm stuck with this
 Try not to reminisce or I think I'll start to miss you
 It seems like every day I look at the pictures
 A couple years of my life in a camera roll
 I'm thinking maybe I really miss it
 Reliving memories as I start to scroll
 It feels like lately I've been stuck and I can't reach my goals
 And I can't get myself out, I've been stuck in a hole
 I'm really starting to believe it's the end
 (Dude, at this point it doesn't even matter like)
 Every time they talk about us they say we went Hollywood but
 If there ever was a spot to take, I think they probably would 'cause
 Every single Zoloft that I take don't do me any good but
 Black hair, black nails, she thinks she's misunderstood but
 She don't know me like she think she does
 And I'll be lying if said I gave a single fuck
 And then you push me down and then you pick me up
 I'm like one fight away from getting tired and giving up
 Just fucking look at you
 You moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place
 I wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way
 Took you only a month to act like everything was okay
 You fell right in love with him like I was just a halfway
 Now I'm all on my own, need someone to talk to
 My friends all abandoned me 'cause they'd rather choose you
 This shit is so draining, need to do something brand new
 But after all that was said, I don't regret that I knew you