Remember me Happy

I don't wanna live no more
 I'm a stranger in my body
 I don't recognize the person I've become
 And what am I doing this for?
 I wanna say I'm sorry to the people that I love
 Forgive me for leaving
 I never meant to keep this all from you
 Sometimes I wonder would you visit when I'm gone
 Put petals on my stone
 Remember me happy or not even at all
 These thoughts are monsters in my head
 It's a battle I won't win
 This can't go on forever, here's hoping it gets better
 Something really needs to change
 Yeah, I may have lost my family
 But I found myself a new one along the way
 And I know I have a tendency
 To let me demons get the best of me
 Oh, the ones that I won't let you see, oh
 Sometimes I wonder would you visit when I'm gone
 Put petals on my stone
 Remember me happy or not even at all
 These thoughts are monsters in my head
 It's a battle I won't win
 This can't go on forever, here's hoping it gets better
 Oh, there's so much you can't see
 Oh, you brought out the best in me
 Oh, you'll be looking down on me
 Down on me, woah-oh
 These thoughts are monsters in my head
 It's a battle I won't win
 It can't go on forever
 Here's holding on together