Closer

Step away from the madness
 Breathe the cold air deep in my lungs and submit to the sadness
 Commit to withdraw from the battle
 Gotta jump ship and hope that I land in the saddle
 Hand on my heart, I wear my heart on my sleeve
 But I'm never really sure of what I hope to achieve
 And I never felt the cool from the rope of release
 Tether to the core like dope to a fiend
 So far the road's been open and free
 There were a couple of tolls, I've had a couple of fees
 Couple of times I've been on a couple of knees
 Wishing for a couple of hours or even minutes of peace
 Head spinning from the turbulent sea
 Scanning the horizon for a little faith in my breed
 Placing my feet among the space I'm making my sleep
 Hoping the path I'm on is really destined for me
 Why do we go far?
 Why do we go?
 When we're just tryin' to get closer
 Tell me, why do we go far?
 Why do we go?
 When we're just trying to get closer
 Trying to get closer
 I'm wary I flirt
 I'm here in a lurge
 Meant to be clear in my head but I'm hearin the feds
 Sirens, side effects have been in fear of the meds
 Stay clear from the medics my peers weren't here when I bled
 I don't want to years up the critic
 Over beers and whether is come low searching for my turneress
 Lost seaken knowledge with holes in my jean pockets
 Don't want a clean office I know that I'll see losses
 But don't wanna leave profit ‘less I'm feelin hot in this
 Displaced where am I?
 Here am I
 Quiet wife mixphase we're aligned
 Just until whenever I get displaced I can
 make mixtapes on my mistakes and risk taken
 I knicked [?] but I misplaced him
 Here's the key to my heart but don't open it it's vacant
 I'm misplaced and home is a bit crazy
 Why do we go far?
 Why do we go?
 When we're just tryin' to get closer
 Tell me, why do we go far?
 Why do we go?
 When we're just trying to get closer
 Trying to get closer
 Why do we go far?
 Trying to get closer
 Why do we go far?
 Trying to get closer
 Why do we go far?
 Trying to get closer
 Why do we go far?
 Trying to get closer
 Why do we go far?
 Why? Why?
 Tell me why do go far?
 Why do we go?
 I brought my mentals to all my friends' phones
 Never stay too close until I went home
 It's usual they view me at my funeral
 I'll make that walking dead pose
 I recluse but I've lived once I bought a red rose
 I've been loved only after I divorced my ex though
 I thought my head broke
 A so it when I forced my pimp love
 Nearly took her with me to a comic expo
 Tell em toby if you wanna lets go
 I promise I'll let go
 I said no see I wasn't feelin what she said
 I'Ll be a modern jazz artist competin with the dead
 She ahs my heart but I'm leading with my head
 So it's the matter of my mind that's defeating me instead
 Is this the life I purchased, deny my service
 Am I while worth it?
 Ah gad I perfect despite my urges
 I create a rift couldn say it when in fact I stay in drift
 And that's the way it is