Holding My Breath

Before you judge me take a good hard look at yourself
 You don't know me but you're draining me of mental health
 A lie based on popular opinion
 I want to die 'cos' I can't be forgiven
 Locked in a room
 Void of humanity
 I'm in a black hole
 Suffering endlessly
 Opening my eyes is worse than death
 That's why I keep on holding my breath
 The world is caving in all around me
 I see myself as a vulgar monstrosity
 My mind collapsed into a technical mess
 I can't deal with the guilt that I have to ingest
 Locked in a room
 Void of humanity
 I'm in a black hole
 Suffering endlessly
 Opening my eyes is worse than death
 That's why I keep on holding my breath
 Opening my eyes worse than death ... Why I keep on holding my breath
 Worse than death ... Holding my breath
 Opening my eyes worse than death ... Why I keep on holding my breath