Fighting Myself

I chased every dream that the world sold to me
 I fought to the top 'til I had everything
 Obsessed 'til success was a sixth sense to me
 Then I slayed all my giants with just skin and bone
 Made something from nothing as I took the throne
 King of the world, but my heart doesn't know
 It feels like I've got it all
 So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?
 My heart wants everything, and I hate that part of me
 Am I hearing heaven or hell? I'm fighting myself
 If I had known who I'd be, would I have been proud of me?
 'Cause it's getting harder to tell, I'm fighting myself
 I thought I'd be safe if I tried hard enough
 So I built up some walls Jericho's jealous of
 Now I'd kill for some pain just to know I'm not numb
 Now I'm waiting and waiting to be satisfied
 But the longer I wait, the more I realize
 The dreams that I brought are enemies in disguise
 It feels like I've got it all
 So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?
 My heart wants everything, and I hate that part of me
 Am I hearing heaven or hell? I'm fighting myself
 If I had known who I'd be, would I have been proud of me?
 'Cause it's getting harder to tell, I'm fighting myself
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 It feels like I've got it all
 So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?
 It feels like I've got it all
 So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?
 My heart wants everything, and I hate that part of me
 Am I hearing heaven or hell?
 My heart wants everything, and I hate that part of me
 Am I hearing heaven or hell? I'm fighting myself
 If I had known who I'd be, would I have been proud of me?
 'Cause it's getting harder to tell, I'm fighting myself