I'm a Monster

A couple of pills for my aching head*
 What happened last night
 It's totally blank
 Empty bottles are everywhere
 And who the hell is that guy in my bed.
 My darling demon is my only friend
 - Here it comes.
 But I'm not gonna die.
 I gotta get out of here...
 Same old voice screaming in my head
 - Oh, girl. you're a monster.
 Same old song keeps haunting me
 Yeah, I know I'm a monster.
 Life has a funny way of changing one's fate
 Surrender to hell – I used to be whole.
 Now I struggle through every day
 Can't stop shaking.
 But I'm not gonna die
 Divorced from reality
 I gotta get out of here
 Visions are blinding me
 I gotta get out of here
 Same old voice screaming in my head
 - Oh, girl. you're a monster.
 Same old song keeps haunting me
 Yeah, I know I'm a monster.
 ...help me...
 Help me change my attitude
 to choose between what's right or wrong
 The voices that are drowning me.
 .so loud, so loud.
 Same old voice.
 Same old voice screaming in my head
 - Oh, girl. you're a monster.
 Same old song keeps haunting me
 Yeah, I know I'm a monster.