Three Years

Turn the radio up
 Cause I'm about to be real
 This is too much to feel
 Like an endless cut
 But I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight up the hill
 Three years I tried to get myself right
 I've lost my sense of where I need to stand
 Tried not to look at the pain, blood, and combat
 No more
 Cause now it's time for me to finally
 Wake up from this narcissistic shitshow
 And see the world for what it is, a vicious rodeo
 Where daily lies and shiny things have made us hollow
 But I promise you there'll be a new tomorrow
 Hear the roar from above and below
 I will break it, break this vicious rodeo
 Turn the radio up
 Cause I'm about to be real
 This is too much to feel
 Like an endless cut
 But I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight up the hill
 Restless but frail, so close to derail
 Three years my silence was deafening
 Slave to my comfort, a phantom that of some sort
 No more
 Cause now it's time for me to finally
 Wake up from this narcissistic shitshow
 And see the world for what it is, a vicious rodeo
 Where daily lies and shiny things have made us hollow
 But I promise you there'll be a new tomorrow
 Turn the radio up
 Cause I'm about to be real
 This is too much to feel
 Like an endless cut
 But I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight up the hill
 I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight up the hill
 I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight up the hill
 Now that I'm back I won't quit and I won't say I'm sorry
 The charades have passed, clearing up the mess
 Finally, I'm able to see, now it is rage I carry
 The charades have passed, clearing up the mess
 Hear the roar from above and below
 I will break it, break this vicious rodeo
 Turn the radio up
 Cause I'm about to be real
 This is too much to feel
 Like an endless cut
 But I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight, fight up the hill
 I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight, fight up the hill
 I'm not gonna hold still
 I will fight up the hill