Better Living Through Catastrophe

Fuck everything you ever told me
 You were the one I trusted in
 I was so blind
 Cut out my eyes for fear the sight
 These broken pieces of a life I tried to hide
 I tried to hide
 In this is all I find...
 (All I find)
 I'm... gone... forsaken
 (I'm... gone... forsaken)
 Inside a sullen tomb
 (Sullen tomb)
 Retrace this life
 (Retrace this life)
 And slowly you will understand
 (This reckoning)
 This reckoning is regaining power
 (Power)
 Living through the catastrophe
 A horrid lapse of senses
 We feed a mouth that should not eat
 We've gone too far replenished on the weak
 I can't decide if we have leapt
 Or if we are falling
 You'll choke on your lies
 It's my only promise
 Disgraced me but I'll rise
 It's time to regain my pride
 Rest assure I'll make a place
 Cleansed free of torment
 Turn away again this pain
 Shall remain forgotten
 I wish I wish that some day you will be the one
 The one to be withered and dying along
 I wish that some day you will be the one
 I wish