Lonely Hallucinations

I was feeling light again
 Until I saw your name
 It's engraved in my brain
 Been reading all the letters
 That I never sent
 Oh what a mess
 I'm getting tired of living on rewind
 Oh my god
 All my friends keep telling me it's gonna take time
 Suddenly I'm back
 Back to the parking lot
 Trying to get lost
 Wishing things were different
 Wish I had just forgot
 Back to the place we broke down
 One more desperate shot
 These lonely hallucinations
 And I can't stop
 (Can't stop)
 (I cant, I can't, I can't stop)
 Fast forward gettin old now
 Two kids and a home now
 Found someone who holds me
 Like the way you used to
 Like love notes on the mirror
 They fade and they disappear
 I step out of the shower
 Like damn I miss you
 I'm gettin tired of living on rewind
 Oh my god, all my friends keep tellin' me it's gonna be fine
 And suddenly I'm back
 Back to the parking lot
 Trying to get lost
 Wishing things were different
 Wish I had just forgot
 I'm back to the place we broke down
 One more desperate shot
 These lonely hallucinations
 And I can't stop
 (I can't stop)
 (I can't stop)
 (I can't stop, I can't stop)
 (I can't stop)
 (I can't stop)
 (I can't stop, I can't stop, I can't stop)
 Suddenly I'm back
 Back to the parking lot
 Trying to get lost
 Wishing things were different
 Wish I just forgot
 Back to the place we broke down
 One more desperate shot
 Lonely hallucinations
 And I can't stop