Faking My Own Death

I just wanna say that I'm sorry in advance
 Count on me like clockwork, it won't work
 The only promise I can make is, I'm changing all my plans
 And you'll never see me again
 I'm warning you it's over before it began
 We're diving in headfirst, in reverse
 You're swimming through my wake, and I'm slipping through your hands
 And you'll never see me again
 Typical, it's so cyclical
 I got one foot out the door, but I don't fight it anymore
 Don't hold your breath, I'm faking my own death
 I'll drop a burning match and burn the bridge that takes me back
 I'm putting it to rest, I'm faking my own death
 Three years passes and I'm rising from the ashes
 I'm rising from the ashes
 I'm stuck repeating history and I just can't help myself
 It's almost like I'm always someone else
 There's nothing you could say to me in sickness or in health
 I hate it just as well
 Typical, it's so cyclical
 I got one foot out the door, but I don't fight it anymore
 Don't hold your breath, I'm faking my own death
 I'll drop a burning match and burn the bridge that takes me back
 I'm putting it to rest, I'm faking my own death
 Three years passes, and I'm rising from the ashes (ashes)
 I'm rising from the ashes (ashes)
 I'm missing in action (action)
 Three years passing (passing)
 Don't hold your breath, I'm faking my own death
 I'll drop a burning match and burn the bridge that takes me back
 I'm putting it to rest, I'm faking my own death
 Three years passes, and I'm rising from the ashes
 I'm rising from the ashes