everything i wanted

I had a dream
 I got everything I wanted
 Not what you'd think
 And if I'm being honest
 It might've been a nightmare
 To anyone who might care
 Thought I could fly
 So I stepped off the golden, mm
 Nobody cried
 Nobody even noticed
 I saw them standing right there
 Kinda thought they might care
 I had a dream
 I got everything I wanted
 But when I wake up, I see
 You with me
 And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
 Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
 If I could change, the way that you see yourself
 You wouldn't wonder why you hear
 Thеy don't deserve you"
 I triеd to scream
 But my head was underwater
 They called me weak
 Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
 Could have been a nightmare
 But it felt like they were right there
 And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
 But I don't wanna let anybody know
 'Cause everybody wants something from me now
 And I don't wanna let 'em down
 J'avais un délire
 J'avais tout c'que je désirais
 Mais quand je rêvais, je vois
 Toi avec moi
 Et tu m'dis "personne peut te blesser
 Quand j'suis là d'te protéger
 Je veux pas baiser fort, mais
 Mais tu peux m'pratiquer
 Si je pouvais changer
 La manière comme tu te vois
 N'aurais pas aimé rêver
 Qu'on m'dit 'il vous mérite pas' "
 Si je savais jadis c'que j'connais aujourd' hui
 Ferais moi la même chose, tant pis
 Si, si, si, j'avais su que leur mot me fait d'coups
 Voudraient-ils parler plus doux?
 Si je savais jadis c'que j'connais aujourd'hui
 Ferais moi la même chose, tant pis
 Si, si, si, j'avais su que leur mot me fait d'coups
 Voudraient-ils parler plus doux?
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