If Ever I Cried

We, we never made a perfect pair
 But three sides have made me feel like such a square
 You, you introduced him as a friend
 The truth would only hurt me in the end
 I've wasted my days, standing in line
 Defending your ways, and waiting for a sign
 Knowing too late, and being too blind
 Now as I leave, glancing behind, I'm willing to grieve
 But you might believe I don't mean my goodbye
 If ever I cried
 If ever I cried
 Truth is often wasted on the young
 Youth is only tasted when it's gone
 I've wasted my days, standing in line
 Defending your ways, and waiting for a sign
 Knowing too late, and being too blind
 Now as I leave, glancing behind, I'm willing to grieve
 But you might believe I don't mean my goodbye
 If ever I cried
 Yeah, if ever I cried
 I draw the line after serving my time
 Accused of the crime of not being there
 We never tried so our love slowly died
 As we sat side-by-side playing solitaire
 Not much to say, that was some New Year's Day
 It seems that I paid for the wine that you shared in your lair
 Secret stare, you didn't care
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 I've wasted my days, lost all my nights
 A fool on display under steaming red lights
 Knowing too late, and being too blind
 Now as I leave, glancing behind, I'm willing to grieve
 But you might believe I don't mean my goodbye
 If even one tear came away from my eye
 You might believe I don't mean my goodbye
 If ever I cried