Self-Blinded Eyes

Have you ever felt so broken, have you ever felt so lost
 Struggle to survive, I'm here to tyrannize
 A blurry vision of what I see, you hear the words I've got to say
 Means you're still alive, but now I'm dead inside
 All I ever wanted, all I ever needed is getting closer to the throne
 Closer to the throne
 Enemies of my life are blinded by the beauty and the light
 Can't you see what that does to me?
 I'll never leave, I am here to the end
 I'll never leave, I'll never mind
 Staring through a self-blinded eyes
 Self-blinded eyes
 I fear the weakness and forever I'm filled with anger and regrets
 But death is calling me, this is my destiny
 This execution by the numbers, so you can pray but I would never
 Fade away - this demon's here to stay
 All I ever wanted and all I ever needed coming like a raging storm
 Like a raging storm
 From a little poor boy to terrible and pain
 Ivan is coming now you should call my name
 I'll never leave, I am here to the end
 I'll never leave, I'll never mind
 Staring through a self-blinded eyes
 Self-blinded eyes
 I'll never leave, I am here to the end
 I'll never leave, I'll never mind
 Staring through a self-blinded eyes
 Self-blinded eyes
 All I ever wanted and all I ever needed coming like a raging storm
 Like a raging storm
 From a little poor boy to terrible and pain
 Ivan is coming now you should call my name
 I'll never leave, I am here to the end
 I'll never leave, I'll never mind
 Staring through a self-blinded eyes
 Self-blinded eyes
 I'll never leave, I am here to the end
 I'll never leave, I'll never mind
 Staring through a self-blinded eyes
 Self-blinded eyes