Montreal

Look at me
 I can not seem
 To hold my own
 Now let's watch me fall apart
 Turn me around
 Turn me around
 I feel my own mind breaking down
 I'm looking back and behind me
 It's normal to be scared of what the future holds
 But it's the past that's keeping me from letting go
 I'm terrified of the things I could have changed
 And the words I never said
 Sometimes I think and wonder why regretful scenes
 Constantly run through my head
 I'm terrified
 My mind is taking me back
 To how it all used to be
 And all I want
 And all I wanted from this
 Is for my mind to be free
 I've been running and hiding from what I used to be
 What am I to do with this shame and guilt
 God am I diseased?
 I've been running and hiding from what I used to be
 I have no way of going back to change
 If only I had seen
 Turn me around turn me around
 I feel my own mind breaking down
 I'm looking back and behind me
 It's normal to be scared of what the future holds
 But it's the past that's keeping me from letting go
 I'm terrified of the things I could have changed
 And the words I never said
 Sometimes I think and wonder why regretful scenes
 Constantly run through my head
 It's not the end