Haze

I wanna be your lover,
 I wanna be your friend.
 I wish I could tell you I'd last till the end.
 I'm in a blue haze.
 A blue haze.
 I wanna be a preacher,
 I wanna be a king.
 And now I know why everything is in
 A blue haze.
 A blue haze.
 My friends have all left me,
 Away on the breeze.
 There's a crushing silence where love's a disease.
 Like a fever it grips me,
 Like a lover it holds.
 Scared of getting older,
 Scared of dying alone.
 I'm in a blue haze.
 A blue haze.
 And I'm carried on the back of a wave of gloom.
 I'm told I'll see the shore again soon.
 I'm in a blue haze.
 A blue haze.
 I'm living in dark rooms,
 Playing at God.
 Staring at blank walls,
 Pretending I'm not
 In a blue haze.
 A blue haze.
 My friends have all left me,
 Away on the breeze.
 There's a crushing silence where love's a disease.
 Like a fever it grips me,
 Like a lover it holds.
 Scared of getting older,
 Scared of dying alone.
 I'm in a blue haze.
 A blue haze.