Infected

There is something wrong with me. Flesh crawling with disease
 I want to die, but I want to survive.
 Survival is the only way the price that must be paid.
 I chose to live, not die
 ...Not to fucking die.
 Oh my god I'm fucking dying. Infected and diseased... Stranger to purity
 Cut your losses, face the facts... This body is a prison with suffering attached.
 I have nowhere to go... No place to hide.
 The time has arrived where I can lay and close my eyes.
 No one else would care if I would remain alive...
 Throw me out like trash. I've felt this once before.
 Hold my breath, I know I cannot do this anymore. I can't do this anymore...
 This disease is killing me
 Flesh rot
 Your body's breaking down
 It's time
 Your body's going underground
 I can't do this anymore
 This disease is killing me