Goodbye

I've said goodbye so many times
 I'm not even sure
 If I know what the word means anymore
 I've stepped aside, as they went running for the door
 Gave every little part of me and then I gave some more
 I never let myself get carried away
 It's so hard to make it back
 And it's harder just to stay
 I get closer
 And you get lost on the way
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 I have built and I have broken down my walls
 It's when I am defenseless
 I always seem to fall
 I've taken pills, chasing the thrill
 When I get what I've been paying for
 Is never worth the bill
 And I've never let someone take all of me
 That's why I'm so surprised
 When I lose my heart so easily
 And I get found out
 And you get something for free
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 I never let myself get carried away
 So hard to make it back
 And it's harder just to stay
 I get closer
 And you get lost on the way