Self Destruction

Somebody tell me
 When I became what I could have been
 Then somebody lie to me and tell me
 I'm everything
 'Cause it's been hard to see
 To find myself again
 Oh, I'm an angry fool
 All of the time I spent
 Trading lovers for my innocence
 Hey, did I ever trade the truth?
 'Cause it would be a shame you see
 If I spent it all worthlessly
 I'd be bankrupt from youth
 Cause it's been hard
 Hard, hard living
 Trying to believe
 I remember back in the day
 We were young our dreams just came our way
 But now one's broken, one's missing
 And ones blue
 Oh, tell me, 'cause I just want to know
 When did it become this one man show?
 I'm all tangled up and bruised
 'Cause it's been hard
 Hard, hard living
 Which been hard
 Hard, hard living
 Trying to believe
 But all okay
 Am I self-destructing?
 Am I self-destructing?
 Are we self-destructing?
 Figure it out