Better Grieved Than Fooled

Tempted to believe
 Even I, in my solitude
 Cried for help and wished for
 That someone would be there for me
 Better grieved than fooled
 And I'm prepared to accept my suffering
 To live with pain
 In the price for a life in truth
 Me being the only lord
 I'm the only one who can forgive
 And the only one to create
 A future worth believing in
 But I live a bitter life in truth
 And curse its powerless god
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 I can deeply regret, my clarity of vision
 Life had been much easier to live, getting high on faith
 Get a reason to live
 Have a blind faith in the future
 Forever stoned
 Forever blessed in cowardice
 Me being the only lord
 I'm the only one who can forgive
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 Better grieved than fooled
 So I live a bitter life in truth
 And curse its powerless god!