Poetry Vs Reason

Time to run the going's tough
 I don't like it in the summer
 Time to hide I fucked it up
 Just can't seem to make it better
 The end is never easy
 Oh, but stalling makes it harder
 I am love but you are lover
 You don't deserve to watch me suffer
 I'm a mess of a girl but I like to pretend
 I'm straighter than all of the ways that I bend
 I think I prefer kissing women to men
 I am more Poetry than Reason
 Guess I'll buy myself flowers
 Guess I'll take myself out
 I don't like spending money
 To make myself happy
 But I can't keep
 Living alone in my doubt
 I know it won't make me whole
 Giving all this to you
 Think we'd be better off
 With me keeping it close
 Shaping it into something
 I can hold
 I'm a mess of a girl but I like to pretend
 I'm straighter than all of the ways that I bend
 I think I prefer kissing women to men
 I am more Poetry than Reason
 I'm a mess of a girl but I'm trying to change
 Don't wanna worry, I don't wanna hate
 I tend to ruin the good I create
 But I'm trying to leave that behind me today
 I know that hating myself don't make me easy to love
 Been behind my whole life on trusting my heart, yeah
 Hating myself don't make me easy to love
 Give me a break man I'm trying
 I'm trying so hard
 Easy to love (I'm a mess of a girl)
 Easy to love (You're a mess of a boy)
 Easy to love (I'm a mess of a girl)
 Easy to love (Don't fuck with my joy)