Fill Into Me

I haven't cried in so long
 And I've got so many songs swimming inside me
 Switch the radio on
 Craving to conjure something bittersweet
 I've been missing the days
 When my fingers were sore from the carom board
 I came back to the place
 Where I wrote on a stone and prayed the lord would let it float
 This is Sunday, this is August
 I know something's about to end
 I reach for my roots, I rearrange and I mend
 It's been raining so hard, it must be clearing out
 But I haven't felt so fully since I sang into the clouds
 Let the water fill into me and I'll spill it from my mouth
 I watch the droplets align along the window
 Then on the sidewalk, slow evaporate
 And in the morning, forming with the fog
 And like the water, I'm always shifting shape
 I am standing in the desert
 Digging holes where I can keep
 Those pearls of pain were precious
 But I learned to dig them deep
 So now I'm sifting through the sand
 Snd my skin is getting browner
 I'm aching but I stand
 I think I might have found her
 This is Sunday, this is August
 I know something's about to end
 I reach for my roots, I rearrange and I mend
 It's been raining so hard, it must be clearing out
 But I haven't felt so fully since I sang into the clouds
 Let the water come down, let it fall to the floor
 I will drink from the rain, I will sing when it pours
 Let the water fill into me and I'll spill it from my mouth