Floodlights

I don't have a reason
 I don't feel the seasons
 I don't have the feeling right
 To be fooling anyone tonight
 So baby lock your doors up
 Baby shut your heart off
 Baby just let this one go
 I'm gonna drive to the beach
 And sleep somewhere expensive alone
 I'll be driving from the eastside
 Driving through some floodlights
 Driving like I always drive
 In all these old cars that start shaking at sixty-five
 Why would I dare stay
 When you know my voice shakes when I lie
 Wish I could tell you what I'm needing
 Tell you what I'm wanting
 Tell you what I've never had
 But if you gave it all to me
 I wouldn't want you nearly as bad
 No it's not the end
 And no it's not the start
 And no it's not the time to cry
 It ain't gonna kill you
 To sleep alone once in a while