Infinite Jest

He loves the sound of his own voice
 So it makes sense, he thinks he loves me
 'Cause I listen and I never fucking speak
 And he always says that "Love's a choice"
 Who would choose this, you can use this
 As the stone cold proof it's not
 And yes, I'm ashamed of it all
 Can't say that it's not my fault
 When I still stay here
 No need to explain how it's wrong
 I would write down this song
 And still call you later
 Oh, here's what's worse
 When it comes to us
 I thought I wanted you
 But I just wanted to know love
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 You spent nine hours on three flights to stay with me
 A couple of nights in Tеnnessee
 But we both know I'm not the onе on your mind
 And you paint me pictures when you write me poetry
 About a life we'll never lead
 'Cause I'm not her no matter how hard I try
 There's no more delaying the end
 Can't just keep playing pretend
 Like you don't want your ex girlfriend
 No need to explain how it's wrong
 I would write down this song
 And still stay the night in your bed, nah
 Oh, here's what's worse
 When it comes to us
 You thought you wanted me
 You just wanted to be in love
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 No need to explain how it's wrong
 I would write down this song
 And still call you later
 Oh, here's what's worse
 When it comes to us
 We're both losing here
 Being used and using here
 For love
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 Hey, we're both losing here
 Being used and using here
 For love