The Shining

I just cannot cope with it anymore
 Something is missing
 My old faith is dead
 I know you want some more force-fed hatred
 And I'm gonna fill you up with a kiss
 I found my redemption
 I'm OD'd and there is no more entertainment
 I found my redemption
 And now the scene is so utterly dead
 I failed
 You won
 My sin was pride
 Excuse me my friends
 I have to cast all aside
 I have to clean up
 Face the serpent's eyes
 My life has been so deadly fake
 Guess it is a fine day to bow out with grace
 And at least angels are fading away
 Suicide religion
 And I hate myself, you know I hate you all
 Suicide religion
 Some time ago I'd have to write this down
 Guess we know it all along
 The light was shining in darkness
 And darkness couldn't seize it
 The light is shut in darkness
 It's the shining
 The shining
 Je ne suis pas des vôtres
 Et ce monde n'est pas mien
 Reste l'ennui, reste l'orage
 Reste la fraîcheur du soir
 Et le droit éternel de rester immobile
 Dans le temps suspendu
 The light was shining in darkness
 And darkness couldn't seize it
 The light is shut in darkness
 It's the shining
 The shining
 I don't want to hold this cross anymore
 I'm bored to death
 I'm abused and confused
 And I guess that's how you want me to feel
 Shall save my soul and leave it all behind
 Suicide religion
 And I hate myself, you know I hate you all
 Suicide religion
 Some time ago I'd have to write this down
 Guess we know it all along