Torn Apart

Self-inflicted mental scars
 protected by memories old
 Seeing something from a different view
 it could not help less
 Broken and beaten I face another day
 unleashed into this cold world
 Mistrust and decay
 I couldn't care less
 Continuing this seemingly hopeless journey
 scars from the past push aside the pain
 alive but not living
 the life of the undead
 Still you remain and maintain your powers
 trying my best to neglect your ways
 Victory seems so far gone
 death just a razors edge away
 Mistrust and decay
 I couldn't care less
 My life is not worth living
 how can I stand this pain
 there is no reason to exist
 I wasn't asked to join this sick game
 Self-inflicted mental scars
 protected by memories old
 seeing something from a different view
 it could not help
 Praying for more than hope
 is the only light in this darkness
 torn apart as I may be
 Ready to be rebuilt