Senior Year

I don't know why I stop
 Stop to listen
 Every time that you talk
 'Cause I'm missing out
 Feels like I'm missing out, out
 Whenever you're not around
 And I don't think that I should be doing this
 But someone I love to hate so much is hard to find
 Yeah, you're hard to find
 And I think to myself
 'Why do I waste my time?'
 You are the best thing and the worst thing
 That's happened to me this whole year
 I wish you would go
 I want you to stay
 'Cause you are the worst thing and the best thing
 You're a curse and you're a blessing
 And when I think about you
 I'll think of all the times you faced your fears
 When I think about you
 I'll think back to senior year
 When you were here
 I'm kinda broken
 I think you know this
 I'm kinda hopin'
 That you won't open up to me
 Give me another reason
 To fall in love
 With you
 I'm kinda desperate
 Well not like desperate
 But I just cling to whatever I can
 I wish I could stop but I can't
 'Cause you are the best thing and the worst thing
 That's happened to me this whole year
 I wish you would go
 I want you to stay
 You are the worst thing and the best thing
 You're a curse and you're a blessing
 And when I think about you
 I'll think of all the times you faced your fears
 When I think about you
 I'll think back to senior year
 When you were here
 Sometimes I feel it slip away
 And I can control myself
 For just a little while
 Then you look me in the eyes
 And you flash me that stupid crooked smile
 Fuck!
 You are the best thing and the worst thing
 That's happened to me this whole year
 Why won't you go
 I need you to stay
 You are the worst thing and the best thing
 You're a curse and you're a blessing
 When I think about you
 I'll think of all the times you faced your fears
 When I think about you
 I'll think of every single case of beer
 When I think about you
 I'll think back to senior year
 When you were here
 Hey
 I don't know if you've noticed
 But none of these songs are perfect
 I just try to make the best of what I've got
 And hey
 I don't know if you care but
 I'm just kinda scared of
 People not being satisfied
 With what they bought
 I've got almost no production
 And I try not to rush it
 And I try to make it good
 And I try to make it sound like what's in my head
 My point of view
 And I know it's silly
 'Cause I've got people with me
 Who keep on supporting
 Everything I do
 This is all for you
 If you made it this far
 I just wanna say thank you
 It really means a lot
 You really have no clue
 Next time around
 I'll try to make it perfect
 I hope you stay awhile
 I promise it'll be worth it
 Thanks