memories

Were you in love with him?
 I guess I'll never really know
 I just know I've felt things I've never felt before
 The kind of wrenching feeling
 I didn't know what it was, it just tore at my heart
 Have you ever felt that way?
 I have
 I tried to save him, but I think I was the one who was saved
 When I was younger, I wasn't afraid of anything
 I didn't have the slightest fear of dying, no reason for it
 I thought that if I died that's fine with me, anytime at all
 But then I met a certain woman, and I changed
 I started to think that, I wanted to survive
 For the first time, the idea of death began to scare me
 It was on my mind never felt that kind of feeling
 Almost paralyzed
 And... where is she now?
 She... faded off somewhere