Disdained Delight

When all my fortunes fall away
 Leaving like the Autumn leaves
 Bringing down the day
 Winter comes till I'm alone
 Feeling like the shattered light
 A cold that shakes the bone
 Yeah I wandered through the years
 Drifting past the happy lives
 and holding back the tears
 Disdained delight
 Becomes my hole in me
 Disdained delight
 The pain on which I feel
 Disdained delight
 A captain never free
 Disdained delight
 Now that spring brings in the rain
 A child begins to laugh again
 while I walk by in shame
 To see the dust erode begin
 my breathing starts
 and I'm lost again
 My price for all my sins
 Finally summer lights the land
 The circle of my life unfolds
 and opens up the man!
 Disdained delight
 Becomes my hole in me
 Disdained delight
 The pain on which I feel
 Disdained delight
 A captain never free
 Disdained delight
 Disdained delight
 Becomes my hole in me
 Disdained delight
 The pain on which I feel
 Disdained delight
 A captain never free
 Disdained delight