maybe

Barely a few words to me over eight months
 Stayed quiet on everything I really cared about
 Instagram likes on my selfies don't mean much
 If everything meaningful, you kindly stay out
 But still I
 I genuinely hope you're doing all right
 You seem to be much better and it feels like
 This time
 You're making it just fine
 And maybe
 One day you'll understand everything I mean
 And maybe for right now this is what we'll be
 Memories
 And squares on a small screen
 I reached out when you had your new niece
 I know that you're busy
 But you never seemed to ask me about
 my life
 And I've spent my time always fixing your problems
 While you never knew about any of mine
 Still I
 I genuinely hope you're doing all right
 You seem to be much better and it feels like
 This time
 You're making it just fine
 And maybe
 One day you'll understand everything I mean
 And maybe for right now this is what we'll be
 Memories
 And squares on a small screen
 Maybe you can't relate
 Maybe you think you'd be spreading hate
 Maybe you just don't see the way your silence hurts more than you know
 Maybe you don't wanna see that side of me that isn't really like
 The person that you knew
 It's who I am, I thought you knew
 Still I
 I genuinely hope you're doing all right
 You seem to be much better and it feels like
 This time
 You're making it just fine
 And maybe
 One day you'll understand everything I mean
 And maybe for right now this is what we'll be
 Memories
 And squares on a small screen