Dig

I've been seeking validation like ever since graduation
 My fate is constantly wasted on instant gratification
 I lack a healthy structure
 My head is basically lightning and thunder mad at each other
 I used to fight with my brother, but now I fight back the tears
 From all the pain and the fear I felt from over the years
 I'm starting to see it clear, I'm starting to let it go
 It's hard but i've learned the ropes since stepping out off my casket
 I tought you deserved to know
 Can you dig me up from underneath
 I don't need your prayers or simpathy
 I'm looking for the answer
 I can cure the cancer
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Cause I've been in and off dead, enough dead
 And now i'm on my last breath, my last breath
 So can you dig me up yet, up yet?
 My shallow breathing is teaming with self-doubt
 I do my best to tryna figure it out
 I've spent a lot of lives, thinking something is wrong
 I've spent a lot of lives just crying and playing along
 Courage is key inside this world that we live in
 My second guesses is not impressive it's a physical sickness
 It keeps me buried in the dirt, yeah I can taste my defeat
 I used to think it made me special now it makes me feel week
 Can you dig me up from underneath
 I don't need your prayers or simpathy
 I'm looking for the answer
 I can cure the cancer
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Cause I've been in and off dead, enough dead
 And now i'm on my last breath, my last breath
 So can you dig me up yet, up yet?
 Walk with me, and you'll see, underneath
 I'm not who I used to be, I'm not who I used to be
 Dig me up from underneath, and you'll see
 I'm not who I used to be, I'm not who I used to be
 I'm looking for the answer
 I can cure the cancer
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Cause I've been in and off dead, enough dead
 And now i'm on my last breath, my last breath
 So can you dig me up yet, up yet?
 Have I had enough yet, enough yet?
 Cause I've been in and off dead, enough dead
 And now i'm on my last breath, my last breath
 So can you dig me up yet, up yet?