Before I Knew You

I miss you
 And I can't remember why that
 Every moment replays slowly in my mind and
 Every hour I feel more and more away and
 Every moment it feels like everybody's changing
 And I know it doesn't seem to make sense why
 But for the first time
 For the first time in my life I am afraid
 Days go slowly
 And the weeks go by like hours
 In the morning watching shadows on the flowers
 In the sunlight of a never ending dream
 Wish I could go back
 Back to how it used to be when life was easy
 Was it ever easy?
 I miss you
 And I always wonder why that every moment
 Feels just like I want to die without you waiting
 Waiting just inside the door while I am breaking
 Breaking like I did before, before I knew you
 Before I knew you
 Before I knew you
 You know I always felt alone
 And what can I do?
 When they'll take away my soul?
 And I'm so angry
 I'm so angry all the time at all the same things
 That used to weigh upon my mind
 How much I loved you
 And how we always felt so free
 But now I'm broken
 And you're so far away from me
 I miss you
 And I always wonder why that every moment
 Feels just like I want to die without you waiting
 Waiting just inside the door while I am breaking
 Breaking like I did before, before I knew you
 Before I knew you
 I wish I never knew you