I Objectify

I object to what I want to see
 Not feeling close outside of me
 Some distant memory
 or something forgotten
 I object to what I feel inside
 Everyone walks around like a sign
 Some kind of cheap paperback novel
 You read it once and then it's discarded
 Tied up like a knot with what I grew up in
 Everytime I change
 I stay locked up inside afraid of expression
 If I treat you like dirt
 it's all I'm expecting
 I objectify
 I objectify
 Don't understand why I'm feeling this way
 There's a part of me that's always betrayed
 Uncertainty
 I'm certain that's often
 I don't get what's been got at before
 I always thought there was something more
 I saw your face
 That's all I remember
 I know your name but it's not important
 You weren't like what I saw on TV
 You weren't like what I read in magazines
 You weren't like what I saw in the movies
 You weren't everything you were meant to be
 I objectify
 I objectify
 I objectify