Loneliness of Spring

Been hurt so many times
 A big hole's been opened so
 Been putting a needle through
 Pulling together
 Protected it for many days
 Closed my heavy lips
 Held it together almost exploding
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 Been hurt so many times
 Sewed the opened hole and hid
 I want to try to be with you for as long as I can
 Protected it for many days
 Clenched my teeth when I wanted to spit it out
 You know it hurt, being held
 It's not painful forcing it to close
 I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted
 I thought I could still be of use
 Before ripping off
 Our compassion slip past each other
 And we say goodbye
 I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted
 Your smell still lingers
 Before ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye
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 My face, my body hurt so many times but still can be used
 Don't leave me, I just don't want you to give it to someone else
 It is my fault because I was exhausted
 I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted
 I'm thinking I was depended on
 Can't win against me before I was ripped up, brand new and unused
 I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted
 I can still remember, I've just lost color
 After ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye