Circumstances telling me who i am

Hasn't already been done a long ago?
 Why I bother keeping pieces in my hands
 It's all over, all shits I put out don't even make sense
 And I still sitting here not leaving my past behind
 I know it's too late to face realties
 I've held for a long time in my back
 Wasted years I spent are coming back and ask
 Time's still left so I decide to stay here
 Nothing's gonna change for you, alright?
 It's all excuses you make
 Stuck in a chamber room,
 Voices echoing all around the places
 Hoping to find exit that doesn't exist
 And circumstances keep telling me who i am
 All the circumstances beat all my dreams to stand
 I dipped my finger in the current And waited for them to be static
 All fishes passed on with covering their eyes
 Lied down hoping to over soon, Waiting here for someone to
 Take me away
 Please let this be over
 When I try to set things up,
 It sounds much better with reverbs,
 Way better when lyrics' aren't in their place
 Just to hide what I'm trying to say to you
 Waded through the twigs, twigs oozing from my head
 Hard to beat myself. Wherever you go I don't care
 This isn't the first, I hope this isn't the last
 Cause I know I'm heading for some unknown crash
 The time is so little, the time belongs to me
 So why I in a such a fxking rush?