Restless

I'm feeling restless tonight
 Is it a dream or our goodbye?
 The snake bites my spine
 I'm between the devil and the deep awakening
 Your hand on my mouth
 I choke in the words
 And nothing comes out
 I'm too deep
 Still too connected
 The warmth unprotected
 I'm in too deep
 I know what I'm feeling but I can't stop thinking
 The poison of a jealous mind
 I'd rather live the lie than be lost in the truth
 At least you had a choice, but you took
 You took mine, too
 I see the fear in your eyes
 I want to get closer
 I see the fear in your eyes
 I can't reach you
 I can't reach you
 Every touch feels different
 Every word I can't believe
 Every touch feels different
 We're both locked up in our grief
 Please don't ask me how I feel
 You don't want to hear
 The doubt I'm already in
 Your hand on my mouth
 I choke in the words
 And nothing comes out
 I'm too deep
 Still too connected
 The warmth unprotected
 I'm in too deep
 I'm in too deep