alarm

Got my eyes on a computer screen
 Tryna work my digits in
 I fidget with my lettering
 But never with my sentences
 I pause and check the clock and it appears it's 6am again
 Another, night wasted
 Or, another day finished
 And my mind is steady running in place
 I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I got so much to say
 But I don't wanna stay awake and keep exhaustion at bay
 Because I'm presently just dead inside the bed where I lay
 I might just well work now
 Maybe it could suffice
 As more a method of confusion than it did bid a life
 It's like my body parts are planning out an intricate heist
 Except my mind has been logged in on a different device
 And my session expired
 I'm exceptionally tired
 Every step is like fire straight from my head to my toes
 See I'm an excellent liar when I have slept the required
 Eight or seven hours prior
 But in present Imma go the fuck to sleep and uh
 Get some goodnight's rest, that sounds like a good plan
 Well, goodnight
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 Oh it's morning already?
 Alright fine
 Okay rise and shine
 Hello to the ladybugs
 Insert several other stupid phrases about waking up
 Rub the sleep out of my eyes and view the clock that hangs above
 And hit the snooze a couple times to keep my hours eight or plus
 Check my phone once, twice, three times, four
 Just so I can see the second I messaged my mon amour
 For a day to her small excursions straight to a donut store
 Where I'm holdin' an open door to convey that I'm spoken for
 And it's great, it's a total score
 A wonderful set of things, that exist
 In my present bubble of love, where the petals sing
 As they're bloomin' on every flower
 Movin' to better things
 Engulfed in a heavy shower
 Of rain that the weather brings
 And, even though my days might be presented slow
 They pass before my eyes at higher rates than even engines go
 And the cycle will repeat itself like history and Reddit posts
 So what's the point in fighting? I'm staying up and letting go