no.nu.messages

I told you that we're done, staring at the ceiling from the sky
 You forced it out of me, this went much better in my-
 I like to be alone too much, some would say
 Voices in my head running relay
 Mood moving like a ballet duet
 Beautiful for you, I reckon
 Beautiful for you, I reckon
 Watching 'til the concrete sets in
 I used to want it all
 I laugh about it now
 Scared to lose the light when it's fading
 Now I dance in the darkness
 Can't you see me? I'm up (I'm up)
 Watch you fade away
 The fuck I'm reaching for when it stays here?
 Minutes from nowhere? (Uh)
 For now, you're feeling waves, look, no, nothing's saved
 Still, I'm losing time, keep tryna hit play
 Felt light climbing, capsizing
 Dark shadows on my silver lining
 Just me now I turn away from
 Fuck, I'm selfish in it
 I know you think it, but still you fell for me, fell for me, fell for me
 I got nothing else, but you're still with me, still with me, still with me
 Heard that a boy drowned
 Screamed it all, but no sound
 Hit something, must be the ground
 I'm falling through and I'm jaded
 Blue lights, but they're late
 Eyes glazed, I won't change
 Walk through myself in this maze
 How'd you get here? I'm amazed
 Said it at the same time
 Running on some lost time
 Pushing through the headlights
 Who you gonna be now?
 I be making waves as I'm reaching for the next sky
 Everything, everything I'm done prayed
 She could never see it in the same light
 I'ma stay here 'til the sun up, I'ma be here one more night
 Ain't breathed out in a couple years
 And I'm finna move back to the west side
 She gone play like it ain't me
 The silence heavy 'til we catch eye
 Need to keep going 'til I'm back home
 Until I start thinking 'bout next time, next time (yeah)
 Thing is, I don't really care that much anymore
 Don't swear that much anymore, don't text back much anymore
 I'm just calm, don't really care for anything much
 I let it fall, I turn around, it's all behind glass, what's even yours?
 She say she mine, I've heard that all before (I used to want it all)
 Your words perfectly chosen
 You were so closed, you were open to me (I laugh about it now)
 Lights off, but it's open
 That long call to the trenches (scared to lose the light when it's fading)
 The sky falls and I bench it (now I dance in the darkness)
 I don't really care that much anymore
 Don't swear that much anymore (can't you see me? I'm up)
 Don't text back much anymore (watch you fade away)
 I'm just calm, don't really care for nothing much
 I let it fall, I turn around (the fuck I'm reaching for when it stays here?)
 It's all behind glass, well, what's-, what's even yours? (Minutes from nowhere?)
 Your words perfectly chosen
 You were so closed, you were open to me (uh)
 Lights off, but it's open
 That long call to the trenches, the sky falls and I bench it (bench it)
 Sky falls and I bench it
 Pushed you away and blamed you, what an easy lie
 Zoomed out to the truth
 Don't believe what you hear
 Walls closing in on this booth